Working in Health Care is a Love and Hate. You're enjoying it because you love helping people to feel better but you hate it when you see them suffer. I've been working in a health care setting since 2010 and I honestly hate it but love it.
You like the work but "Leaving" is inevitable. Sometimes, you leave your work because you need to grow or maybe you need to run away from negative Co - workers around you. You depart from your work but the love doesn't end there. It's still dwelling in your heart, burning and longing for it.
I need to breath fresh air, I need to go run faster, travel and forget the responsibilities for my life. Sometimes I'm thinking if taking care of other people is really my calling? and why the heck I'm still pursuing it if I don't love it?
I love arts, I love photography but now I'm focused on working and pursuing my nursing career. Hopefully, after I get my license, I can finally go whatever I want, I want to study other course, about arts? photography? music? I want to learn how to play piano and guitar but I think music doesn't love me. I'm 23 years old and am I suffering Quarter - Life Crisis right now?
When it comes to Decision making if you are Young - Adult is hard. I still ask my Mother what to wear or what to buy. I don't know for the other people at my same age if they still clingy with their parents maybe not or it varies with the race, for me I'm Filipino and I'm still residing with them. I always ask my parent's opinion about what to do with my life.
Being 23 years old me is tough. A first you're enjoying your work but you suddenly feel sad and you want to leave, but after that, you will regret resigning.
Anyway, I just got home from my work. Its 11:24 am I'm still typing this blog, after this I will sleep.
Its my last night of work for my client Mr. T, I visit this client every Monday to Wednesday but I have a lot of reasons to consider why I need to leave which is mentioned above.
And yes I'm back on blogging. Last night I just realized that I missed telling stories about my adventures of life. I'm sorry if I have a lot of mistake on grammar. I'm still working on it. Hey! I'm trying! I promise I will get better!
