Saturday 12/23/17
Stayed at home all day
4:30 PM Went to grandmother's home they made bibingka
Went to Mcdonalds, alone as usual
7PM Went home around
Saturday, December 23, 2017
Monday, November 13, 2017
Friday, November 10, 2017
Thursday 11/09/17
- 2:15 PM Mom's nursing assessment and Blood test at VGH Pre Admission, Preparation for her Surgery next week.
- 7PM LANY at Vogue Theater.
- It's my first time to see them live. My friend wasn't able to attend so she sell her ticket to me. I actually don't know one of their song, But I saw their band name on Facebook, they also had a concert in The Philippines last year. Their music is feels good. I love it. After seeing them live, I fell in love with their music and I saw the LANY's passion for music.
- After the concert we went to Mcdo Burrard and We ate dinner and we went home. arrive at home around 11PM. I can't sleep. I slept around 7am.
Wednesday, October 25, 2017
Let's talk about Love and Hate in my workplace
Working in Health Care is a Love and Hate. You're enjoying it because you love helping people to feel better but you hate it when you see them suffer. I've been working in a health care setting since 2010 and I honestly hate it but love it.
You like the work but "Leaving" is inevitable. Sometimes, you leave your work because you need to grow or maybe you need to run away from negative Co - workers around you. You depart from your work but the love doesn't end there. It's still dwelling in your heart, burning and longing for it.
I need to breath fresh air, I need to go run faster, travel and forget the responsibilities for my life. Sometimes I'm thinking if taking care of other people is really my calling? and why the heck I'm still pursuing it if I don't love it?
I love arts, I love photography but now I'm focused on working and pursuing my nursing career. Hopefully, after I get my license, I can finally go whatever I want, I want to study other course, about arts? photography? music? I want to learn how to play piano and guitar but I think music doesn't love me. I'm 23 years old and am I suffering Quarter - Life Crisis right now?
When it comes to Decision making if you are Young - Adult is hard. I still ask my Mother what to wear or what to buy. I don't know for the other people at my same age if they still clingy with their parents maybe not or it varies with the race, for me I'm Filipino and I'm still residing with them. I always ask my parent's opinion about what to do with my life.
Being 23 years old me is tough. A first you're enjoying your work but you suddenly feel sad and you want to leave, but after that, you will regret resigning.
Anyway, I just got home from my work. Its 11:24 am I'm still typing this blog, after this I will sleep.
Its my last night of work for my client Mr. T, I visit this client every Monday to Wednesday but I have a lot of reasons to consider why I need to leave which is mentioned above.
And yes I'm back on blogging. Last night I just realized that I missed telling stories about my adventures of life. I'm sorry if I have a lot of mistake on grammar. I'm still working on it. Hey! I'm trying! I promise I will get better!
You like the work but "Leaving" is inevitable. Sometimes, you leave your work because you need to grow or maybe you need to run away from negative Co - workers around you. You depart from your work but the love doesn't end there. It's still dwelling in your heart, burning and longing for it.
I need to breath fresh air, I need to go run faster, travel and forget the responsibilities for my life. Sometimes I'm thinking if taking care of other people is really my calling? and why the heck I'm still pursuing it if I don't love it?
I love arts, I love photography but now I'm focused on working and pursuing my nursing career. Hopefully, after I get my license, I can finally go whatever I want, I want to study other course, about arts? photography? music? I want to learn how to play piano and guitar but I think music doesn't love me. I'm 23 years old and am I suffering Quarter - Life Crisis right now?
When it comes to Decision making if you are Young - Adult is hard. I still ask my Mother what to wear or what to buy. I don't know for the other people at my same age if they still clingy with their parents maybe not or it varies with the race, for me I'm Filipino and I'm still residing with them. I always ask my parent's opinion about what to do with my life.
Being 23 years old me is tough. A first you're enjoying your work but you suddenly feel sad and you want to leave, but after that, you will regret resigning.
Anyway, I just got home from my work. Its 11:24 am I'm still typing this blog, after this I will sleep.
Its my last night of work for my client Mr. T, I visit this client every Monday to Wednesday but I have a lot of reasons to consider why I need to leave which is mentioned above.
And yes I'm back on blogging. Last night I just realized that I missed telling stories about my adventures of life. I'm sorry if I have a lot of mistake on grammar. I'm still working on it. Hey! I'm trying! I promise I will get better!
Monday, May 29, 2017
Hi Blogger, Its been 1 year since my last post here. I missed you. I missed talking to myself, I missed sharing memories and thoughts about my life. There's a lot of changes after 1 year and yes, I'm still here! I owe you a lot of stories. I definitely will tell you whatever stories that I can, Can I start now?
In 2015, I'm 21 years old that time, I'm just starting my career, Enjoying my first job in a hospital as a Novice Nurse and trying to learn a lot of techniques in order for me to become a better Nurse, I'm employed in one of the famous hospital in my place, I'm a new nurse so I do have a lot a difficulty of adjusting that time specially dealing with strict co-workers, patients, medications, communicable diseases but I'm still happy that I'm working with them, I learned a lot even though I just worked there less than one year. I made a lot of mistake because of that my co - worker made fun of me, they laugh and I'm not sure if they called me names and that made me devastated and depressed. While riding a tricycle going home after a long day at work, I received a text from my brother, He's talking about Visa. God is Great, Our Visa came and its time for my family to live together in one place. I'm so happy that time. I feel depressed at work but God doesn't let me down. Being a Nurse is like having a Love - Hate Relationship. You love it but you hate it. The time came and I decided to send my Resignation Letter to CEO and Chief Nurse. Even though I'm not happy anymore at work, I'm sad that I will leave my co - workers and the memories are still fresh, the joy of feeling that your application accepted, my first day at work, the first thank you from patient, that things will never fade in my mind.
June 2015, My mom came home to pick us up, I celebrated my birthday in the Philippines and after 2 days, we finally arrived at YVR Airport. My extended family picked us up at Airport, Its summer that time so its not cold but its not warm. While travelling going to my aunt's home, I started to feel the Culture shock emotions, I can see the roads are wide, a lot of trees, different designs of home, I feel different. I still remember the first meal that I ate when I arrived, Its Barbeque Chicken from Superstore that my Grandmother bought which became my favorite!
After a month, my aunt helped me to find work, I send my resume to a caregiving company. I'm fine with caregiver work, for now. At least Nursing and Caregiving is similar. We care people. Interview was okay even though I'm not that confident in speaking English. Finally, They hired me. Yes, Caregiver as my first job here in Canada, Not bad because they're gonna pay me for $13 per hour. Same with Nursing, I have Love - Hate Relationship with my new job. I'm not confident with my self, not assertive and I hate socializing with other people. Socializing is important to caregiving work because you will meet a lot of people, different health care workers, seniors and family members. Too bad, I'm asocial person. I hate meeting new people, I'm shy and not confident, To sum up, I'm socially awkward person. "I love this work but I hate it" sentiments again. But after 2 years with my company, I learned a lot. Being confident, techniques on how to be a good caregiver, be assertive and I learned how health care run in Canada that will help me if I'm going to be a nurse here someday.
In the same month, I also learned about how to start my application to become a nurse in Canada. My aunt and I went to CRNBC to ask what will I gonna do to start my application. They gave me a calling card and want us to check a certain website, they said I'm gonna use that website to start my application and that is NNAS or National Nursing Assessment Service that runs by CGFNS Philadelphia USA. I'm frustrated because they told us that its a long process. February 2016, I decided to apply for NNAS because my co - worker encouraged me to start my assessment. Until now, I'm still processing my license. I will write different post about my nursing journey here soon!
I feel sad that I left Philippines but It will never changed the face that I'm still Filipino. Its been 2 years that I'm here in Canada. There has been ups and downs in my life but I will not surrender!
In 2015, I'm 21 years old that time, I'm just starting my career, Enjoying my first job in a hospital as a Novice Nurse and trying to learn a lot of techniques in order for me to become a better Nurse, I'm employed in one of the famous hospital in my place, I'm a new nurse so I do have a lot a difficulty of adjusting that time specially dealing with strict co-workers, patients, medications, communicable diseases but I'm still happy that I'm working with them, I learned a lot even though I just worked there less than one year. I made a lot of mistake because of that my co - worker made fun of me, they laugh and I'm not sure if they called me names and that made me devastated and depressed. While riding a tricycle going home after a long day at work, I received a text from my brother, He's talking about Visa. God is Great, Our Visa came and its time for my family to live together in one place. I'm so happy that time. I feel depressed at work but God doesn't let me down. Being a Nurse is like having a Love - Hate Relationship. You love it but you hate it. The time came and I decided to send my Resignation Letter to CEO and Chief Nurse. Even though I'm not happy anymore at work, I'm sad that I will leave my co - workers and the memories are still fresh, the joy of feeling that your application accepted, my first day at work, the first thank you from patient, that things will never fade in my mind.
June 2015, My mom came home to pick us up, I celebrated my birthday in the Philippines and after 2 days, we finally arrived at YVR Airport. My extended family picked us up at Airport, Its summer that time so its not cold but its not warm. While travelling going to my aunt's home, I started to feel the Culture shock emotions, I can see the roads are wide, a lot of trees, different designs of home, I feel different. I still remember the first meal that I ate when I arrived, Its Barbeque Chicken from Superstore that my Grandmother bought which became my favorite!
After a month, my aunt helped me to find work, I send my resume to a caregiving company. I'm fine with caregiver work, for now. At least Nursing and Caregiving is similar. We care people. Interview was okay even though I'm not that confident in speaking English. Finally, They hired me. Yes, Caregiver as my first job here in Canada, Not bad because they're gonna pay me for $13 per hour. Same with Nursing, I have Love - Hate Relationship with my new job. I'm not confident with my self, not assertive and I hate socializing with other people. Socializing is important to caregiving work because you will meet a lot of people, different health care workers, seniors and family members. Too bad, I'm asocial person. I hate meeting new people, I'm shy and not confident, To sum up, I'm socially awkward person. "I love this work but I hate it" sentiments again. But after 2 years with my company, I learned a lot. Being confident, techniques on how to be a good caregiver, be assertive and I learned how health care run in Canada that will help me if I'm going to be a nurse here someday.
In the same month, I also learned about how to start my application to become a nurse in Canada. My aunt and I went to CRNBC to ask what will I gonna do to start my application. They gave me a calling card and want us to check a certain website, they said I'm gonna use that website to start my application and that is NNAS or National Nursing Assessment Service that runs by CGFNS Philadelphia USA. I'm frustrated because they told us that its a long process. February 2016, I decided to apply for NNAS because my co - worker encouraged me to start my assessment. Until now, I'm still processing my license. I will write different post about my nursing journey here soon!
I feel sad that I left Philippines but It will never changed the face that I'm still Filipino. Its been 2 years that I'm here in Canada. There has been ups and downs in my life but I will not surrender!
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